Saturday, September 3, 2016

So It Goes

Well, fecal matter.  It's done.  It's over.  My marriage is finished and the divorce is finalized.  I feel numb as I type these words.  I can't even bring myself to look at the keyboard.  I feel...nothing.  Just emptiness.  A part of my life--a large, defining part--is gone now.  Gone for good.  It's been two years since things fell apart and it still seems to surreal, like this is all one terrible nightmare that I'm going to wake up from a cold sweat before turning over to see my wife sleeping soundly beside me.  Maybe (hopefully) one day that will be the case with someone else.  But for now I am left to cope with the current status of my life.

So it goes. 

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